This memorial website was created to remember our dearest Joshua Blakeway who was born in United Kingdom Wolverhampton on March 12, 2003 and passed away on March 12, 2003. You will live forever in our memories and hearts.
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Where did you go my precious one, why did you leave so soon?
I thought I took great care of you whilst you grew in my womb.
I tried to be so careful, I wanted you so much,
To watch my tummy grow and grow then finally feel your touch.
To smell your newborn baby's scent and hold your tiny hand,
To rock you tightly in my arms and tell you all I'd planned.
There was so much we had to do, much love I had to give,
I'm sure that you'd have loved me to if only you had lived.
Oh precious one, now you're not here, how can I carry on?
When will the darkness fade away, when will I see the sun?
My precious little baby, mummy's precious little one!
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OUR FATHER
Our Father who art in heaven;
Hallowed be Thy Name;
Thy kingdom come;
Thy will be done on earth as it is in heaven;
Give us this day our daily bread;
And forgive us our trespasses as we forgive those who trespass against us;
And lead us not into temptation;
But deliver us from evil;
For Thine is the kingdom, and the power, and the glory, forever and ever.
Amen.
Why did you have to leave me, why did you have to die?
Was I not meant to keep you, why do I have to cry?
I want you back here with us, things can never be the same.
How can I just go on each day and play life's awful game?
You were my wanted baby, I loved you very much.
I'll never see you laugh or cry or feel your fingers clutch.
I need to get some answers, my questions seem ignored,
I feel so lost and lonely here, oh help me please my Lord,
Take good care of my baby now you've taken him from me,
Wrap him tightly in your arms and kiss him tenderly.
Please tell him that I love him so and will forever more,
And save a place for me one day when I'll be whole once more.
Flowers need the raindrops,
To bloom again in spring.
Like sorrow needs teardrops,
To ease the suffering.
Loss is hard to handle,
And never goes away.
But a heart is very special,
It's where your memories stay.
Take all the time you need,
To grieve the loss you feel.
So your heart can be freed,
And begin to heal.
Then the sunshine will follow,
And shine again someday,
After you release your sorrow,
You'll see a brighter day.
As a butterfly flutters across the sky
I wonder is that you
I see my shadow seperate into two
I wonder is that you
As a rainbow arches its back against the
heavens
I wonder is that you
I watch as the summer sun settles to it's
slumber
I wonder is that you
~Author Unknown~
She carries such a heavy heart, her tears will often flow,
Seems everyone's avoiding her, seems no-one wants to know!
Her grief she carries all alone, nobody seems to care,
Or help her ease this burden, this burden she must bear.
Her baby has just left her, but where, where did he go?
Why did he have to leave so soon, and will she ever know?
A mother's grief's a lonely path, she only wants her child,
For other's understanding, their love, if only mild!
To talk of her lost baby, acknowledge her real pain,
To tell her life will soon be bright, she'll see her child again,
For he has gone to Heaven, an Angel up above,
Where there's no tears or dying, just great eternal love.
Try understand this mother's grief, praise God it was not you
That lost your precious, wanted child, for he was wanted too! 
Where did you go my precious one, why did you leave so soon?
I thought I took great care of you whilst you grew in my womb.
I tried to be so careful, I wanted you so much,
To watch my tummy grow and grow then finally feel your touch.
To smell your newborn baby's scent and hold your tiny hand,
To rock you tightly in my arms and tell you all I'd planned.
There was so much we had to do, much love I had to give,
I'm sure that you'd have loved me to if only you had lived.
Oh precious one, now you're not here, how can I carry on?
When will the darkness fade away, when will I see the sun?
My precious little baby, mummy's precious little one!
